30 Day Shred:Day 7 aka a LONG ass post.

I did not do the 30 Day Shred yesterday, now before you all shake your head and get disappointed in me, let me explain.

I got home late after shopping in Denver, it was about 11:00pm when I started working out. I did the new Blogilates Cardio Dance Video (I posted it below) and I did it twice because I love it and will never stop doing it lol. After that I did the squatember challenge and did my 75 squats. I am starting to feel the pain at about 50 now and have to push myself to get through it. However, it got done so…

As I put on Jillian Michael’s 30 Day Shred, my mother called me and asked if I wanted to go with her to pick up my sister. My sister went out to a club to celebrate her friend’s birthday and she got fucking wasted. I said sure since her and my step dad would need help rounding up 3 drunk girls. I figured it would not take long and I would be back to begin the 30 Day Shred. WRONG. After waiting outside the club for 10 minutes, my sister finally emerged and proceeded to tell us she just called to talk. We can tell she is wasted and my step dad being a fireman, proceeds to take her car keys so she cannot drive. She tells us she is going back inside to get her friends. AN HOUR LATER. My step dad decides to drive my sisters car home since he has to work in the morning, while my mom and I wait for them to leave the club. Finally she comes out with her friends and proceeds to ask us to drive them home while she goes home with a boy she met. WTF we are not a damn taxi service. My mom got pissed and my drunk sister proceeded to cause a scene before getting in the car with her friends.

Now as we are driving her friends home my sister will not SHUT THE FUCK UP about how she hates us all for taking her car and we need to go to hell yadda yadda. I keep ignoring it but barely because I cannot control myself for much longer. Finally we have to go back to our house because one of her friends left her purse in my sisters car. As we pull up to the house my mom asks me to get the purse since she did not want my sister to have her car keys. My sister flips a shit and starts screaming that she wants the keys. YADA YADA. I ignore it because I know the more I ignore it the more it will piss her off, she wants me to react badly and I was not going to give her the satisfaction. After we drop her friend off, we head back home. She starts in again on her car keys and is screaming and yelling at my mom. I start telling my mom to ignore her and just keep quiet when that little bitch grabs me FROM BEHIND and starts pulling my hair and scratching my face.

Not smart. I took MMA classes a while ago, and I don’t scratch or pull hair. I kind of blacked out from anger and just beat her ass. While in the front seat, in my seat belt. LOL I pulled her over the seat and beat her ass. I don’t really know how it all went down, it happened so fast and like I said, when I get in that situation I black out with anger. Her face is kind of fucked up now, she has two black eyes and a busted lip and I do not feel bad, I had every opportunity to start a fight and I walked away. This bitch attacked me from behind and deserved what she got. I defended myself. Even my parents agree with me. The funny thing is, one of the things I remember is while I was hitting her, I got her down in the backseat and she started yelling at me to get off of her and called me a fat bitch, now a month or two ago, that would have DESTROYED me and made me feel like shit. Not now. Now I KNOW it is not true. I am not fat. Not anymore and those insults do not work on me anymore.

So I kind of got a boxing workout in last night if you want to look at it that way lol. 

Anyway, tired of the drama. Lets move on to today!

I did the 30 Day Shred and seriously, on day 7 you would think the static lunges would be easy. NO they burn like a fucking bitch still. Maybe it is because I did the Squatember Challenge before the 30 Day Shred. 80 Squats down! Also, I did the Dance Cardio video again because hell I love it.

I went shopping this evening again and for the first time in my life I tried on skinny jeans. Last year when I started this challenge I was a size 12-14 and was still wearing those pants. They are fucking huge on me now and I finally had the extra money to buy new pants. My friend convinced me to try skinny jeans. 

I tried on a size 8 first and they fit! YAY. I knew they would but still yay. Even better, they were loose. So onto size 6. THEY WERE PERFECT. I almost cried. The jeans looked great, and were a size 6. WIN WIN. EEk, I am finally noticing all my hard work paying off. My scale hasn’t moved from the weight I lost on Ripped in 30, but I am noticing my body shrinking and today proved it. I am officially the owner of Size 6 Skinny Jeans. Unfucking real. 

Hard work does pay off lovelies, and do not let anyone(family, friends, or even yourself) bring you down. If anyone ever needs to talk about anything please do not hesitate to send me a message. I love you all!